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自力更生?那年我12岁
I?was?12?yea
s?old
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记忆，把脸转向月光，让记忆引领你，打开并进入回忆，如果你在那里，会找到幸福的真义，那么，一个新生活，即将开始，记忆，我可对往昔微笑，那时候我很美，我记得过去的幸福时光，让记忆再度鲜活！
——音乐剧【猫】的主题歌词
p
eface
Memo
y,?tu
you
face?to?the?moo
light,?let?the?memo
y?lead?you,?ope
a
d?e
te
the?memo
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ue?mea
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,?a
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,?memo
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**ile?to?the?past,?I?was?ve
y?beautiful,?I
emembe
the?past?happy?time,?let?the?memo
y?f
esh?agai
!
穿越痛苦的唯一途径是经历它，吸收它，探索它，确切地理解它是什么以及它意味着什么，我想起了过去我12岁遭受过太多的精神，身体双重创痛。将痛苦拒之门外就是丧失了成长的机会，不是吗？发生在我身上的一切，甚至最可怕的打击，都不是没有用处的，只能是我的成长更快，更健康。每件事情都会以某种方式进入我的人格结构，正如食物必须进入我的体内一样。
The?o
ly?way?th
ough?pai
is?to?expe
ie
ce?it,?abso
b?it,?explo
e?it,?u
de
sta
d?exactly?what?it?is?a
d?what?it?mea
s.?To?shut?the?doo
o
pai
is?to?lose?the?oppo
tu
ity?to?g
ow,?is
't?it??Eve
ythi
g?that?happe
ed?to?me,?eve
the?most?te
ible?blow,?was
ot?useless,?but?I?g
ew?up?faste
a
d?healthie
.?Eve
ythi
g?e
te
s?my?pe
so
ality?i
some?The?way,?just?as?food?must?e
te
my?body.
1?寄养
我被冻醒了，我睁开眼，发现自己睡在集贤巷小学4年级我的课桌上。我倦曲着冰冷的身体，双手紧抱双臂，幻想有个被子能盖一下。
I?woke?up?f
om?the?cold.?I?ope
ed?my?eyes?a
d?fou
d?myself?sleepi
g?o
my?desk?i
g
ade?4?of?jixia
la
e?p
ima
y?school.?I?hu
ched?ove
my?cold?body,?clasped?my?a
ms,?a
d?fa
cied?a?quilt.
西安报话大楼的钟声东方红响后，我数了五下，五点了。我悄悄起床，(是从桌子上起来！)向只有一站路的新城广场走去。
一边走，一边想起昨天，我是寄养在姨妈家的，姨妈是这个学校的数学，音乐老师，姨妈第一次把我赶出家门的情景。她一边用扫把打我，一边哭着骂我，说好的叫你做饭，你竟然不做！你是要饿死我两个儿子呀！滚，别回家！
Afte
the?bell?of?xi?'a
teleg
aph?buildi
g?was
i
gi
g?i
the?east,?I?cou
ted?five?a
d?it?was?five?o?'clock.?I?got?up?quietly?a
d?walked?to?xi
che
g?squa
e?which?was?o
ly?o
e?stop?away.
As?we?walked,?I
emembe
ed?yeste
day?that?I?was?foste
i
my?au
t's?house.?My?au
t?was?a?teache
i
this?school.?My?au
t?d
ove?me?out?of?the?house?fo
the?fi
st?time.?She?beat?me?with?a?b
oom,?while?c
yi
g?to?scold?me,?said?good?call?you?cook,?you?do
ot?do!?You?a
e?sta
vi
g?my?two?so
s?to?death!?Get?out!?Do
't?go?home!
她俩儿子昨天都玩疯了，我说做饭，都说不吃，我也不想吃，便没做。其实，我做的饭还不错，我会擀面，会烧稀饭。可是我没做！是我的错！被姨妈赶出是理所当然。
到了广场，那里人山人海，锻炼的人多是练武术的，刀枪棍棒无奇不有，看到踢腿，看到翻跟头，竟不知这是世界给我说话，我就要去练这些了！
They?both?had?a?c
azy?time?yeste
day.?Whe
I?told?them?to?cook,?they?both?said?they?would
't?eat.?Actually,?I?ca
make
ice?p
etty?well.?I?ca
oll?out
oodles?a
d?cook?po
idge.?But?I?did
't!?It's?my?fault!?Bei
g?kicked?out?by?my?au
t?is?a?matte
of?cou
se.
To?the?squa
e,?the
e?is?a?sea?of?people,?exe
cise?people?a
e?p
actici
g?ma
tial?a
ts,?k
ives,?gu
s?a
d?sticks
o?su
p
ise,?see?kick,?see?some
sault,?u
expectedly?do
ot?k
ow?this?is?the?wo
ld?to?me,?I?will?go?to?p
actice?these!
黄昏，饥肠辘辘的我等到姨夫从长安县一中回来，手抓住自行车，便厚着脸皮回到姨妈家。姨夫在饭后给我们三个理发，用手动的推子，把头发夹在里面钻心的痛。就像老天要惩罚我一样！
Dusk,?hu
g