百里婧忙起身走上前去<></span>握住他的手<></span>问道：<></span>怎么了<></span><></span>
墨问已经醒了<></span>昏暗的灯影中<></span>他的眼神比醉酒时清明了许多<></span>沉静而温和地看着她<></span>唇边泛起显而易见的笑意来<></span>手轻轻一带<></span>顺势拉她在床头坐下<></span>
墨问又咳了一声<></span>嗓子干哑<></span>他在她手心里写道：<></span>渴<></span><></span>
百里婧恍然：<></span>好<></span>我去给你倒杯水来<></span><></span>
着就起身到桌前倒水<></span>墨问的眼睛一直追随着她的背影<></span>注意到她走下脚踏时步伐有些微不稳<></span>
百里婧很快就折身回来<></span>弓着腰<></span>一手端着瓷杯<></span>一手来扶他<></span>墨问双臂撑着床<></span>半天才坐了起来<></span>她又给他背后塞了个软枕<></span>将他脸上散乱的头发拨走<></span>这才将水杯递到他唇边<></span>
墨问喝了一口便偏开头<></span>眉头一拧<></span>
百里婧这才反应过来<></span>忙道歉：<></span>对不起<></span>水有点烫<></span>等等……<></span>一口一口的气息将杯中的水一点一点吹凉<></span>再送到墨问唇边时<></span>他却没张口接<></span>反而将瓷杯连同她的手一起握住了<></span>然后<></span>他的另一只手将白瓷杯抽走<></span>长臂伸出<></span>放在了床边的高几上<></span>
他的大手捏着她的小手<></span>百里婧以为他又要写字<></span>可是他并没有<></span>而是用拇指反反复复地揉捏着她的掌心<></span>然而<></span>微微低下头<></span>用清凉的气息细细吹拂……
百里婧终于懂了他的意思<></span>茶水烫<></span>她的手更烫<></span>她没出口<></span>他却知道<></span>喝不喝水不重要<></span>他关心她疼不疼<></span>
白天受的所有委屈和无法启齿的痛苦<></span>此刻终于得到一丝安慰<></span>她没抽回手<></span>任墨问握着<></span>任他笨拙而小心地继续吹拂<></span>那略略低温的指腹<></span>凉凉的气息<></span>使她刻意自虐般烫伤的手心渐渐恢复成原来的温度<></span>
现在<></span>似乎只有在这个男人的面前<></span>百里婧才能稍稍抬得起头来<></span>他不嘲笑她<></span>不埋怨她<></span>他的脾气太好<></span>又只在这个男人面前<></span>她满怀心疼和愧疚<></span>想为他做更多的事<></span>一步一步退让下去<></span>无底线地给予更多补偿<></span>
待她掌心的热度总算散去<></span>墨问叹了口气<></span>在她手心写道：<></span>下次要注意<></span>别弄伤自己<></span><></span>
醉酒的墨问像个无理取闹的孩子<></span>撒娇耍赖无所不用其极<></span>清醒时的墨问却是个成熟的大男人<></span>懂得如何温柔体贴<></span>将一颗怯弱不堪的孩子气的心慢慢铺展开来<></span>以平淡却细腻的柔情<></span>
百里婧淡淡笑了<></span>点头道：<></span>我知道<></span><></span>
墨问却很是不满地又写道：<></span>傻瓜<></span>你不知道<></span>你让我很担心<></span><></span>
<></span>担心什么<></span><></span>没去在意他对她的称呼<></span>百里婧顺口问道<></span>
墨问唇边泛起一丝苦笑<></span>手指划了几下又顿住<></span>想了想<></span>继续写道：<></span>我的前三位妻子都去世了<></span>相士我命犯白虎<></span>我担心……会害了你<></span><></span>
触到墨问满含柔情和哀伤的黑眸<></span>百里婧不由地愣住<></span>当初她嫁给墨问的缘由就是因为他克妻<></span>她对爱情对婚姻已然心灰意冷<></span>所以存心糟蹋自己<></span>还曾自嘲而怨毒地想<></span>若她真的被相府大公子——那个出了名的鳏夫克死了倒也不错<></span>她要看着韩晔后悔<></span>让他一辈子都不得安宁<></span>让他一辈子都记着她<></span>
但<></span>所有的幻想多数会破灭<></span>她的自我折磨自我糟蹋都以韩晔的在乎和顾念为前提<></span>现在<></span>韩晔不在乎<></span>她就算死得再凄惨<></span>在韩晔眼中也不过是个笑话<></span>
她沉默越久<></span>墨问的眼眸越黯沉<></span>只是背着光看不清晰<></span>百里婧探身取过白瓷杯<></span>一边送到墨问唇边让他喝下<></span>一边随口问道：<></span>她们是怎么过世的<></span><></span>
墨问顿时被水呛住<></span>大力地咳嗽了起来<></span>百里婧慌乱地拍着他的背<></span>帮他平复<></span>忙道歉道：<></span>是我唐突了<></span>你不想就不吧<></span>没关系的<></span><></span>
让他亲手将自己的伤疤撕开<></span>实在太过分<></span>她到底不够成熟<></span>性格鲁莽冲动<></span>待后知后觉地反应过来<></span>才发现已经伤了人<></span>
墨问却没打算瞒她<></span>他握着她的手<></span>指尖颤抖地写道：<></span>……都是我的错<></span>如果不是因为嫁给我<></span>她们便不会遭受冷眼羞辱<></span>也不会抱恙抑郁而终……<></span>